REFLECTIONS FROM YESTERDAY

By: Yooshia K. Poloss


Inside rare tracts of history and art
I sense the quickening pulses dart-
My nation's past from days of yore
My nation's past is rich in lore-
So tells the lilt in my warbling
Heart.

Enter Ashurbanipal
Assyrian King
Descendant of the House of Bél
Held by the earth in awe and thrall.
Resplendent in regal garb
Majestic on his charging steeds-
Ministering with care to his
Wounded foes
Be it to men in battle or
To impaled lions in death's
Throes-
The world lauding his magnanimous
Deeds.

The edict
From the Court went out:
'He is your king. Safeguard his life'
So we prayed the gods for him-
To keep.

Ashurbanipal, a mortal,
His days rife,
Transmogrified.
His bust was mounted on a
Pedestal. He became-
A lifeless, stony heap-
A priceless museum piece!

Meanwhile
The unrelenting, fickle sun
On a constant, steady trudge
Moving, undaunted
Across the sere heavens
Of holocene, brittle time-
Traipsing over the centuries
Walking surely
Hesitating briefly
Only to illumine scenes of
Horrible destruction
Visited upon my people
Deeds perpetrated by
Inhuman acts of
Barbarian, predatory enemies

The sun's rays, pointed
Like sharp pincers-
Unbroken, streaking,
Ramming, undermining
The shaky braces shoring my
Splintered psyche
Caged inside its
Hollowed out existence-
The sounds clashing
With obsidian force
In the inner sanctum of
My tattered soul
Parting away
The hoary cobwebs, removing
The dust of millennia
Covering my weary, failing eyes-

These deafening sounds
Reverberating
Inside the walls of
My once proud existence.

I touch my parched lips-
From this brutish repast
Of deep, acrimonious memories
I taste the bitter essence
Of death and defeat.

Temporal, never?ending time
Pausing, for a brief instant
At nineteen hundred thirty three a.d.

Lo and behold!
Another window, another crime
In an ages?long plethora of crimes
In progress
Against my people
Against my own flesh and blood
Giving birth to a
Ghost of extirpation, rising
In the shape of a ghastly skeleton
Pointing at and
Mocking the flimsy contraption
Holding together
My eviscerated flesh and bones.

Within the vortex of this macabre
Cauldron of immolation
Time momentarily stops
For one fleeting instant
My almost shuttered eyes
Glimpse a waif
A mere child
Brother Eshoo
Standing barefoot, stockstill
Terror in his stone?grey eyes
Witness to his father's death-
Discrediting Byron's mythical,
Fictitious tale-
In the blood?soaked streets of
Simail!

His mother's grief and cries,
Evoking no gallant deeds
The might that defined
Assyria's sacred past-alas!
Naught left
For this hour of need?
No leaders left
To rise and lead?

And Atour's soul is torn
And Atour's pain is deep-

Remnants of her progeny left on
Earth dispersed-or
In subterranean sleep!

Hearken and hear!
Distant rhapsodies from our
Forebears
Bequeating their finest
Monodies
To quell our inner
Parodies-
Stoking our wounds to bleed!

Is ours a dying creed?

Is our destiny an extinction trap?
Or a pattern in history's
Uncertain, savage leaps?

My face recedes to color of clay
I gaze at my threshhold steep
Stark choice facing me today-
The cemetery's dirt to reap?

Sorrows, griefs and laments?all
Reflections from yesterday!

O exalted heritage
Ours was a land of spirited,
Indomitable people-
Of scholars, linguists
Astronomers, sages,
Artists and artisans
Innovators and healers-
Law?givers to the world-
Builders in civilization.

Distraught Atour
Cast off your heavy burden-
We who carry the banner
Are the sons and daughters of your
Glorious nation

The very race that lit a bright light
Into the dungeons of the
Dark Ages

We are the same ennobled people.

Think and discern
Our tragedy. Yet affirm-
The out of sight vistas that are
Dazzling in their brightness

Far in the distance
The lights are still flickering

On our once great land
On our beleaguered nation
On beloved Nineveh

And on its
Turbulent
Epochal
Immortal
Day.

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